what i want? i want a guy who can look me in the eyes and tell me that everything will be okay. a guy who knows all my mistakes, but don’t really care cause it’s in the past. a guy who accept me for the person i am. a guy who want’s to get to know me. a guy who doesn’t believe in the things he hear about me. a guy who doesn’t care about how his friends feels about me. a guy who would do anything for me, take care of me and love me.
what my problem is? i can’t ever love again..i’m to afraid. i’ve been hurt so many times. i am trying to ignore the reality here, things that actually happend, that i’m sort of living in the perfect world were everything goes my way. i’m thinking that i can forget everything, but i cant. it always comes back to me. i might fool my brian, but not my heart
i’m to afraid.
will i ever love again?
